Curiositas and Wonder in Augustine's The Confessions
“What was God doing before he made heaven and earth?...
He was getting hell ready for people who inquisitively peer into deep matters.”
—a damned funny joke retold by Augustine
Curiositas is one of the trilogy of sins to which Augustine continually falls prey before he is converted. At some point, I plan to trace the history of this vice, but suffice it to say that over 700 years later, Aquinas queries the nature of curiositas, citing Augustine’s discussion of it. (Summa Theologica, question 167 “Whether curiosity can be about intellective knowledge?” The answer is, it can’t. It’s about “sensitive” knowledge). Even though we hear quite a bit about Augustine’s sexual urges and exploits, The Confessions dwells even more on his sin of curiosity.“What was God doing before he made heaven and earth?...
He was getting hell ready for people who inquisitively peer into deep matters.”
—a damned funny joke retold by Augustine
In each book of The Confessions, Augustine tries to work through a question about God’s nature, beginning with questions, leading to speculations, and ultimately arriving at graced knowledge. Another recurring pattern of each book that I wish to explore is that he’s led astray in the beginning of each book by some kind of curiositas, and then resolves this into wonder inspired by God’s magnitude, which leads him to another set of inquiries. This pattern aligns wonder with graced knowledge, suggesting that since God’s nature is unknowable to humankind, the appropriate response to God (for Augustine) is wonder, not curiosity. I wish to argue that The Confessions is not just a story of Augustine’s religious conversion but also of his conversion of ignorant, unbridled curiosity into enlightened, tempered wonder. Indeed, it is his learning of wonder—coupled with his acquisition of first literal and ultimately allegorical language—that propels his conversion, inspires his mystical encounter with God, and sustains his connection with God. Each book of The Confessions charts a mini-version of this process of transforming curiosity into wonder, and each book demonstrates a progressively enlarged capacity to wonder.
(NOTE: I had to abridge this “post”—I accidentally wrote a 20-page essay exploring each book of The Confessions, but I can’t reproduce it here. So, I’ll start with book 11).
In book eleven, we learn that wonder brings man closer to God, since God’s mind is itself wonderful: “such a mind is wonderful, so amazing as to fill us with awe.” Augustine goes so far as to suggest that God’s essence is wonder: “How deep is that mystery hidden in the secret recesses of your being.” Thus, it makes sense that the way to apprehend a wondrous being is through wonder. In his attempt to understand God, Augustine imitates him. Even more provocatively, Augustine suggests in a striking comparison between wondrous knowledge and music that the godly epistemology of wonder is inherent in human nature, much like Plato’s anamnesis: “Far, far more wonderful is your mode of knowing, and far more mysterious. When a person is singing words well known to him, or listening to a familiar song, his senses are strained between anticipating sounds still to come and remembering those sung already.” The last two books find Augustine doing his best to imitate God’s wondrous way of knowing. In book twelve, he wonders about the nature of chaos and creation:
“The abyss we know, the deep ocean of waters now visible, admits even in its most unfathomable depths some semblance of light which is perceptible to the fish and slithering creatures that live down on the ocean floor; but the primal abyss was almost nothingness, for it was still totally without form…For you, Lord, made the world from formless matter, and that formless matter that was almost nothing at all you made from nothing at all, intending to create from it all the great things which fill us humans with wonder.”
Unlike Augustine’s earlier attempts to analyze God’s ways (as when he asks why God didn’t baptize him sooner), this is not a rigorous, critical approach to understanding chaos; rather, it is an appreciation of the mystery of creation. It is not curiosity, driven by a desire to know the answers to the way the material world is formed, but is wonder. The passage acknowledge the limits of empiric knowledge; Augustine suggests that while we can know certain things about the material world, such as what sorts of animals live in the depths of the ocean, God’s mysteries are impenetrable through human senses. The first kind of knowledge satisfies curiosity, but it is not real truth. The second part of the passage demonstrates a different way of knowing the world, one that is based on faith and reverence for the wonders of God.
These two epistemologies parallel other divisions in the text, as between the flesh and the soul or between the letter and the spirit. Not only do these epistemologies gesture to ways of knowing the world, but they also align with the two ways of reading scripture that Augustine discusses shortly after this passage. Shuddering in awe at the mystery of God’s Word, Augustine comments directly on the two levels of meaning in the Bible, the superficial and the profound: “How amazing is the profundity of your words! We are confronted with a superficial meaning that offers easy access to the unlettered; yet how amazing their profundity, O my God, how amazingly deep they are! To look into that depth makes me shudder, but it is the shudder of awe, the trembling of love.” The superficial, or the literal, level is like the abyss of the ocean that can be penetrated with material, earthly light; the literal reading of the Bible is thus aligned with curiosity. The profound, allegorical, reading is wondrous. Reading the scripture—and the world—as allegory is a way to approximate, and therefore to apprehend, God’s wonder.
Importantly, the literal reading is a valid one for Augustine: “Everyone draws for himself whatever truth he can from it about these questions, each a different point, and then hauls his discovery trough meandering channels of his own discourse.” He offers a very generous allowance for the interpretation of scripture, although he also claims there are various levels of Truth, explaining that God made scripture available on multiple levels so all could access it. As a result, curiosity is an acceptable way of reading God’s nature; it is just not the most complete. And it can lead to confusion; Augustine explains that scripture can either be a nest or a thicket; “chatterers”—or those who give into loquacitas and read only literally—view it as a thicket, unable to be disentangled. In my reading of Augustine, chatterers are guilty of curiositas, indulging indiscriminately in curiosity that leads to a limited understanding of God. Wonderers read allegorically and thus rest in the nest of scripture.
Indeed, it is Augustine’s allegorical understanding of scripture that allows him to bring his material understanding of the world into alignment with his spiritual one. In an extended allegorization of Genesis (what Marshall Grossman calls the “allegory of allegories”), the sea creatures become auguries rather than just creatures. Augustine recognizes the dangers of reading God’s Word through his world: “Am I to be charged with lying or with causing confusion, by failing to draw a distinction between the luminous comprehension of these mysteries in the vault of heaven, and the corporeal works achieved far below in the waves of the sea?” Despite the potential for misreading that allegory introduces, Augustine insists that God planted meaning in the world:
“It is true that the characteristics of certain things are fixed and finalized, and not subject to development over successive generations, and among these are the splendors of wisdom and knowledge; but these same realities work themselves out in the sphere of bodily things in a great variety of forms which constantly increase and multiply through your blessing, O God. You have made kindly provision for the learning processes of us mortals, so prone to weariness, by arranging that our minds should attain to understanding as one single truth is figuratively expressed and annunciated in many different ways through the variations to which corporeal things are subject. The waters it was that produced these things, but in response to your creative word.”
The need for allegory resulted from man’s fall; if not for the fall, “there would have been no need for the deeds performed and the words spoken by your stewards amid the pounding waves, words and deeds material and sensible, yet fraught with sacramental power.” In the post-lapsarian world, words are material sacraments, reminders of the severed connection between God and man, between Word and word. Allegory is one way to recover some of the wonder—and therefore Truth—of God’s nature. Through allegory, Augustine moves from in-fans (one who cannot speak) to con-fessor (one who tells together with God). In joining the literal and figurative, Augustine joins his word to the Word and speaks with God. Allegory serves as the tool by which Augustine converts his dangerously absorbing curiosity into wonder.
Footnote:
Some of the ways—other than allegory—that Augustine expresses wonder:
• questions/inquiry
o Where was I before my birth?
• paradox
o God is “most hidden yet intimately present…steadfast yet elusive”
• amplification (like Longinus in sublime)
o “You are most high, excellent, most powerful, omnipotent, supremely merciful and supremely just…”
o Praise and admiration forms of wonder
• language of magnitude
o “The house of my soul is too small for you to enter: make it more spacious by your coming. It lies in ruins: rebuild it”
• language of overflow, bounty
o “rather you gave me an infant’s nourishment”
o “and so they wanted to pass on to me the overflowing gift they received from you. It was a bounty for me from them”
• concatenation of images
o about human custom: “Who can keep his footing against you? Will you never run dry? How long will you toss the children of Eve into a vast, terrifying sea”
• exclamation (a bit histrionic):
o “Feverishly I thrashed about, sighed, wept and was troubles, and there was no repose for me”
• inspired poetry
• complex philosophizing
o “all our tomorrows and beyond, all our yesterdays and further back, you will make in your Today, you have made in your Today”
• inventiveness in language (like “scamel”)
o what is mutability? “a nothing-something” or “an-is-that-is-not”